Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Make-up

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not so perfect, but im pleased with~

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Monday, September 28, 2009

Got my new Glasses

went to costco and picked up my new glasses :'DDDD

here is pic of me wiiiith:

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and pic of the design on side of frames:

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I'm happy way i look with them :''3

oh and, was in awesome bowling alley on imvu annnd x'''D

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ahhh that made me laugh much x'''D

tomorrow getting up at 4:32 am! SO I CAN SHOWER AND TAKE TIME DOING MAKEUP!

amazing right ._. will be first time i actually try doing properly.

I hope it comes out good xD

otherwise will be waste of my time and wouldve had chance to sleep for hour more xD

-SIIIIIIIGH-

well im sleepy ._. will be going after i read joona's blog

NIGHT ALL!

Sunday, September 27, 2009

My day today unlike yesterday is of course today, and today I...8D

NIECE AND NEPHEW CAME OVER!!! WITH BRO!!! (My bro from mom's side xD)

my nephew is so cute ;_;

AND NIECE WILL SOON BE AS TALL AS I AM O_O

I'm hoping she doesn't pass me XD

BUT YEAH

i got my headphones for my phone :DDDDDDDDDDD now can listen to my music without disturbing others!

AND got new bag :DDD might use for school
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AND was eating these chocolates, but stopped cuz then dad wont be able to have any xDDD

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soooo good x.x

OOO and some pics i've taken of sky whiiiile back:

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this is my fave:

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:'''3

K THATS IT FOR NOW, goin to watch ABDC soon, FINALE WOO!!

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Friday, September 25, 2009

AHA

LobaLunar: -has lesbo sex with veronica- x3
KibaTheWhiteSoul: Woot!
LobaLunar: xD!
SHADOW500000: *wake up and come out and look at girls have sex* woot!! :D
SHADOW500000: *take photo both of you* :D
SHADOW500000: lesbian porn :P
LobaLunar: -breaks his camera- ^^
SHADOW500000: XD
SHADOW500000: nooo D:
KibaTheWhiteSoul: God damnit I think my dad is coming downstairs to take computer
SHADOW500000: me need money XD
LobaLunar: o_o
KibaTheWhiteSoul: -Steps on it-
SHADOW500000: :o
SHADOW500000: fine me sorry ladies X3
SHADOW500000: *steps on my camera* there happy XD
KibaTheWhiteSoul: Yes.
LobaLunar: yuuup x3
SHADOW500000: X3
SHADOW500000: wanna huggles? :3
SHADOW500000: <(^.^)>
KibaTheWhiteSoul: -Suggles with Alex- nuuu
SHADOW500000: you both cut :3
SHADOW500000: cute*
SHADOW500000: fine :(
SHADOW500000: oh well XD me leave wel lbye have fun with your gf X3
LobaLunar: LOL
KibaTheWhiteSoul: LMAO XD
LobaLunar: he thinks we're together ROFL
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Thursday, September 24, 2009

"HOT! CAN I HAVE HER NUMBER?!"

today was ok day xD security guards that do scanning in morning really pissed me off though.

they made me throw out my water bottle because it was "open" -_- the thing was closed!

they said was open e_e cause like, wasn't sealed. its not like its gonna spill in machine! CAN STILL BE CLOSED YA KNOOOW

and i told them, i need my water all day because of my kidneys, then the lady told me i could go buy one inside cafeteria LIKE WTF thats waste of money cause I could just keep mine that i bring from home

i got so pissed, i threw my bottle in garbage and walked away with michael =_= if they do same shit to me tomorrow, I'm gonna tell her look i have no money, would you like to go buy it for me? I need my water, i need this water because of kidney problems I've had since I was little, and if I don't have water, I of course will be dying of thirst -_-

i got really pissed at that, but talking with michael afterwards got me back to normal mood, and then when other people came we had mini food fight xD throwing pieces of bagels around table at each other's heads and crap xDDD

later on in 3rd period in geometry me and hector started passing notes to each other (or more like a post-it xD) and was just, so stupid XD

front:
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back:
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I'm guessing you guys probably can't read so well, since its kinda blur-ish (webcam was being stubborn)

sooo..

front:

me: Hi. . .o.o
hector: PENIS ._.
me: weeners.. .-.
hector: failzorz
me: wtf? o.O
hector: wtf ar teh message Fo! yo?

back:

me: dunno... ._.
hector: -put line under my dunno xD-
me: ¬0¬
hector: o3o
me: o~o
hector: >:~ ANGRY ELEPHANT ATTACK

rofl, we must've been reeeaaally bored in class xD

and i went to breakfast club meeting which marilyn invited me to go to, i thought was just to have breakfast upstairs instead of in cafeteria xD

was wroooong

tis a group of people who arrive late to school constantly, and marilyn wants to influence them to come early. and apparently I'm the "model" for them xD because I come early all the time.

annnd when we come, we go upstairs, and we're gonna do a mural in kathy's office on the plain white wall. that made me happy to be in this club :o

and also, marilyn asked everyone what would get them coming early to school, and we all agreed on her bringing in our electronics XDDD so she's gonna sneak them in (and hopefully NOT get caught, and we cant say anything about her doing so, cause she can get in trouble for going against rules like that xD)

makes me so damn happy that i might be able to bring in my stuff though :o

mom says i probably shouldnt though -.- but i might anyway.

yeeeaaaah, im tired, and got hw to finish, so i'll stop here now xD laterz.

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oh and! my art teacher yelled that my drawing for his class was hot really loud when he watched me coloring it xDDD and asked if can get my she-wolf's number XDDDDD was so damn funny and unexpected.

YAY FOR MR. KOZAK BEING WHO HE IS: AWESOME!~

ok bye

Monday, September 21, 2009

Por qué no me dejas sola...si no me quieres aquí..verda?...

Today started off with bad morning xD

I hate being late to things, and especially school considering this year a bunch of my teachers bitch and moan about arriving later to class.

Bus driver lets everyone in on bus...he looked like one of the all night till certain am time drivers. he looked like he needed shower -_-'''

anywayz, he got out of bus when everyone sat down, and went to deli which was like right across from bus there. and he got himself breakfast I'm guessing. Then he decides to start eating when he gets back in bus too -_- that took him till 6:45 and he need to be gone by 6:40, and may be just 5 minutes, but can make big diff as to traffic, and all that jazz.

THEN way he has to go gets blocked off XDDD oh lord, so he had to drive different way, and i got off the bus at the time i would usually be one stop or two away from school on train -.-

i kept thinking IF THIS BASTARD IS REASON I GET THERE LATE, NEXT TIME HE GETS FOOD I SWEAR WILL COMPLAIN

xD

so I get off 2 train, to go to 1 train. but lately since last week 1 train would take forever, and I just stand waiting for nothing xD so I walked from 72nd street to 66th where my school is, called my dad from pay phone and explained why the later call and all. I was so glad I got there just a few after gate was open -.- I prefer though getting there before gate opens, in case I wanna get bagel outside or be one of the very firsts inside in case I got work to finish real quick.

But anyway yeah xD that was my morning (early one that is). I was practically falling asleep in english, and that damn "delicate flower" bitch gave pop quiz =_= which i sure wasnt prepared for since I didnt even do my notes or reading over the weekend.

I failed that shit big time xD

then she said to pick up hw at lunch time right, i forgot completely. when i got home i remembered, but ya know, i blame her xD cause i mean cmon, how many people think about picking up hw during lunch ? -_- it happened to me with my math teacher too, she had hw to be picked up afterschool, i totally forgot. WHY MUST THEY DO THAT??

I had small lunch too, was lucky I didn't faint at end of the day ._. cuz my friend tashanna gave me cookie dough poptarts. MY SAVIOUR xD

and Michael got me book from car show he went to last friday with chris :'''''DDD since I didn't get to go, he brought me that MADE ME SO HAPPY

When I told my mom, she started saying I'm in love, like she does with any guy i frequently talk about -.-''' and I just tell her "NOOO, IM NOT, HE'S A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE" yada yada

then she said out of no where, "you can have a bf, just one who doesn't touch you" and I looked at her like o___O if i don't let the guys i know touch me in thaaat way, like harassing, why would I let a bf do so xD and she just warned me not to let any guy do so.

So now I don't know if I'm allowed to actually date or what xD

mom can be weird, will say something, then when I mention what she said, would say she never said so xD

ahhhhh.. I'm tired again, and will be tired in the morning...well tomorrow in general, got gym x.x only good side of that is that i have art 8D but i didn't draw over the weekened like I planned, so it's same way it was as when i took it and asked teach if i could take home to work on it.

i might work on it during lunch in kathy's room x.x

and okay here's phone, if i didn't take pic now, never would have gotten to it:

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and here its with keyboard slid open:

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the dp is my old dog gizmo, he passed away few years back, and lately ive been missing his presence. He was nicest dog I would ever have...and was my only friend since I was always alone..and well still kinda am... but what can I do? Can't bring my grandpa back, or my aunt, so can't bring my dog back either~



R.I.P Gizmo...I'll miss you dearly, my comfort, my company, my cuddle buddy, my long life friend...

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Sunday, September 20, 2009

Today~

Went to movies with a bff of mine from like 3rd grade xD

we hadn't seen each other in a few years, and considering i couldn't go to her 16th bday party, least I could do was take her out next day. So took her to movies to see I can do bad all by myself. Was really good 0.0

we enjoyed our day, her nephew tagged along, and he's 14 and taller than me already o___o i was shocked, cause he used to be so small ._.

now he's so...tall...and older...and stuff o_o I kept telling "I still can't believe you're so tall already...." and he just looked down nodding xD

I had good time with Nikita (bff) and her nephew too x3

When I got home, mom reminded that I had to iron. So I started ironing about an hour after I was home. then she came in randomly asking if I was ironing for real -_- like no shit? I would take out iron board with iron, and uniforms for the fun of it?

THEN she decides to put me down =_= saying "you look hideous in those gym pants" (i was ironing my sweat pants for gym at that moment -_-) and I looked at her saying that's such nice thing to say. Then she responded that it was true, since I'm just getting fatter, and stomach is hanging over.

that pissed me off =_= and I just said "well these are the only pants I have okay."

Like, thanks for just pointing out the one thing that I really can't stand about myself. YES I'm fat, YES I'm overweight, YES certain clothes don't look good on me...Must you lower my self esteem even more? like seriously...

=____= GOODNEEEESS!

I have it hard enough with these freaking mirrors behind me, and every time I look, my mind automatically thinks "you look bad"

THAT'S ALL I SAY TO MYSELF. "you look bad" "you're so fat" "you're so ugly" and so on.

x_x...

bleh...

I think I'm done with that xD

ANYWAYZ well I haven't taken pic of my phone yet but, will eventually xD

All I know is i love it soooo muuuuch |DDD

if someone tries stealing from me, they can get a kick in the arse and a hit in the head with a rock XD

this phone shall never be stolen (i hope to god it doesn't get stolen from me x_x) and it shall never get broken :D (lets hope my clumsy hands stay careful)

and now a goodbye with a good song~


Friday, September 18, 2009

YO

SOOO MUCH HW FOR WEEKEND, IT TOOK UP LIKE WHOLE PAGE OF PLANNER INCLUDING WEEKEND DAYS XDDD

here's pic of it:

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may look small, but trust me -_- its a lot of hw...

gotta write 2 stories, draw 2 drawings for those stories, read 2 packets that are both like 8 or 4 pages front and back, then do notes on the side for those. x___x AND THATS ENGLISH ALONE

geometry i got a lot of crap to do in too -_- cuz i didnt know we got hw yesterday, and now i got double to do this weekend.

only light stuff is rest of hw, spanish, and global. those teachers are very very very...nice x|

AND i changed phone at company so now i got this one xD:

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its waaaaay better x.x and im so lucky i found out that i only had this weekend to buy, otherwise would've never gotten to pick it up xD

i'll take pic of it inrl later. and also, i lost my strawberry keychain ;_; noticed today it was missing, and dunno where the hell it disappeared to.

i didn't take phone out all this time so dunno where it ended up and how, considering i cant take phone to school.

I'm tired...xD

went into furry room for a bit annnnd Lol..

BmanX777: woh... the rooms bugging up for me
BmanX777: nvm its ok now
Tiggzzy: ^^
Tiggzzy: its cuz fleshies invaded
BmanX777: makes enough sense
Tiggzzy: lol


they are soooo stupid xD

like, wtf do u think u are behind that screen of yours huh XDD FLEEESSHHIIIIEEEE

or the preferred term: human (least i prefer this term)

ahhh i guess thats it for now..

OH and i failed algebra review quiz XDDD AND I HATE FACT TEACHER SAYS WE NEED PARENT SIGNATURE AND CORRECTIONS. if we don't do either we lose points. signature = 3 points corrections = 4 points. So if u do neither, 7 points off...

AND GUESS WHAT

i got 7 out of 28! Facepalm Pictures, Images and Photos

so sad...and theres no way in hell I'm showin my dad that xDDD

i MIGHT do corrections...i MIGHT....

-_- ...


bleh xD i swear. I hate teachers that ask for signature. corrections i understand, but SIGNATURES

WONDER HOW THEY'D FEEL IF THEY HAD TO DO WITH BAD TEST GRADE!

but eh -_- she even told us was cheerleader in high school, so I wonder if she was one of those bitchy slutty ones xD or somethin like..

AHHHHHHHHHHH SCHOOOOOOL TSKTSKTSSSSSSSSK

i guess thats it for now. laterz

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairy tale~

good song!


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LISTEN X| !

Bleeeeeh

haven't posted much xD I miss it a bit.

Been listening to lotsa lovey songs 0.0 mostly taylor swift stuff


romeo save me, i've been feeling so alone~

anywayz

I gotsa coooold

and lauren showed me symptoms of swin flu, AND I HAVE/HAD LIKE 6 OUT OF 9

I'm so freaking out cause I do NOT want it ._.

bleeeeeeeeeh

I'm still sick of course, can't get over it that well in just two days xD only thing that I got rid of was sore throat.

x_x i got stomach pain now too...

but anyway, enough of my sickness~

I'm bored at imvu ;_; and my friend vince somewhat reminded me of someone I used to know, but can't remember who!

[.alex.] says:
*r u coming on at imvu today? o.o
Vincent says:
*wasnt planning 2
*why do u miss me?
[.alex.] says:
*oh..well uhm ._.''' dunno..


for some reason I got all, shaky. Cause he reminded me of someone I knew, but I can't remember who the person was at all.

"why, do you miss me?"

x| it's pissing me off that I can't remember who...

blargh..

and then michael, from school, made me feel so happy ;_;

train8mc (9:01:53 PM): by the way hope u can come to school tomorrow
WiNdChIm3 (9:02:24 PM): i am going...but im scared to.
train8mc (9:02:53 PM): why
WiNdChIm3 (9:03:04 PM): cuz i looked up the swine flu symptoms today, and i have/had like 6 out of 9
WiNdChIm3 (9:03:32 PM): i didnt go to doctor, i just stayed home resting, and im still sick so...
WiNdChIm3 (9:03:34 PM): bleh.
WiNdChIm3 (9:03:38 PM): i hope i dont have it
train8mc (9:03:50 PM): damn that sucks massively
train8mc (9:04:01 PM): it's been kinda boring without ya
WiNdChIm3 (9:04:16 PM): i miss u guys lol
train8mc (9:04:47 PM): me to
train8mc (9:04:54 PM): miss u


T_T he made me happy, by saying he misses me...

i miss him too ._. and chris, and hugging them XD

and talking with them o.o if we wanted we could have conversations for hours Lol.

-siiiigh- i hope I survive at school x_x......

another good song..


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I wasn't the love you wanted,

I am the one you hate.

I wasn't the one you needed,

I was something you only craved,

I wasn't the one you missed,

only the one you forgot,

I wasn't the one you loved,

I was the one you...

threw away...

Sunday, September 13, 2009

AHAHAHAHAHA xD

oh gosh, was some pretty funny day with mom over today XDDDD i think she seriously got hyper.


look what she did with my monkey VVV

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ROFL I laughed so freakin much XDDD

"is it a girl or a boy? don't let the pink fool you!"

i sent it to my bro on my phone, he hasnt responded XDDD

but when she showed dad he walked away soon as he saw saying "sick woman" XDDDDD

AHAHA

i'll post some more about my day later if i cba to XD! BYEBYEZ


Wednesday, September 9, 2009

firstdayofschoolentering10thgradeweeeeeee

omg. x_x i was so nervous for no reason xD

my day was good at school, but its going to be so much work.

ONLY FIRST DAY AND ALREADY A LOT!

hw everyday they told us and I'm just like how many more teachers are gonna say that Dx


I'm sooo sleepy, I wanna go to bed but math has got me stuck....

ugh x_x this year is going to be hard.

I BETTER DO WELL MAN, OR I'LL FLIP.

when i came home dad kept putting me down too -_- saying im not going to college cuz i don't care bout school n shit. WHY AM I GOING IF I DON'T CARE OR WANNA DO WORK TO GO TO COLLEGE??!?!?!?! SOUNDS STUPID NO????

anywayz. my teachers are okay. seems like they wanna kill with work, but they r okay.

mr. rosser, my chemistry teacher, told us bout this nursing club thing, and how real nurses go to that club and show how things r done and yada yada. and he said we could go, check it out, and we might get a liking into trying to get into that field.

I think I'm gonna go. Paola told me though, that its supposedly on saturdays, and its like going to work, cuz they pay u o_O

But I'm not so sure to believe all ppl tell me without going to the teacher who runs the club myself XD So i'll probably go to him tomorrow or friday.

blargh, I was SLEEPY as hell while doing hw, suddenly I'm awake when I finish -_-

OH AND website I'm making, wonder if i'll ever be able to do though, now that i see how much work I'm gonna get (=_=)----o http://www.wix.com/LobaLunar/Celestial-Moon

check it out, tell what cha think.


not much on there yet ofc, still in process of wondering what to do/show on there.

well anywayz~

thats it for now xD laterz.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

OHYEAHBABEH

Yeah, haven't posted in while xD

or has it been only a day? I DUNNO I've been staying up 24 hours lately so can't keep track of how long ago things occured XD

dirty diana~! ohhhh~

Go MJ!

anywayz...

what was I writing about?...i got distracted XDDD

uhhhh -thinks-....

well yeah, it completely got deleted from my brain, whatever I was gonna write before XD

OH remember now~

ahahaha ;9

I've been watching the yaoi/shounen ai WHATEVER U CONSIDER IT anime Junjou Romantica again, and man :O I never get tired of.

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It's so good xD

Last one I saw waaas episode 20, and in the end one boy got banged so hard he couldn't sit down XDDDD had to stay in back of car on way home in ass rape pose rofl. I cracked up much XD

This anime has to be one of best I've ever seen XD its not just OHH LOVEY LOVEY DOVEY SMOOCHY SMUSH SMUSH, BUT funny as well :''DD VERY funny xDDDD such random crap at most romantic moments XD

so yeah, I drew my demon dude, not EXACT as I imagined at first but, its okay I guess, still haven't scanned though, cuz I would like to have it...painted, colored, something XD!

and I notice I use "XD" so frequently...

oh well~

SO YEAH read joona's blog and he said him and waste made account to second life, and I think I will too, try it out xD looks fun..

yeaaah, been feeling weird again x_x

AND GOT STAIN ON MY QUILT >>>>>:/ I RAAAAAGE CUZ OF

and mom says she told not to use when she didn't!!! SUCH EVILNESS NESS..

DX I MUST WASH THAT SHIT stain even got on matress ;_; luckily it came out >>>>:/

wouldve been UBERPISSED if didnt XDDD

whats the stain u ask? lets just say its red -__- u can pretty much guess now...and why the fuck am i saying it when i didn't want to! I MUST BE FREAKIN DRUNK

anywayz...atm i talk with misa bout hospitals and docs and stuff XD many things are different with way things are done o_O like with checking weight and heart beat and all...

ahhh convos with misa are so awesome :'''D i love talking with her XD

she's doing my dream job atm too :'''''O CLOTHING DESIIIIGN

thats my dream job xD since I was little...

but wonder if that's ever gonna really happen? V_V

who knows~ we'll see in the future xD


well!! im off to continue convos with my mamasita misa :O laterz

Thursday, September 3, 2009

FAIL

I've failed miserably xDDD

yeah okay, vegetarian lasted one day only.

I spoke to some dude in a room on imvu about it last night xDD and he had family who were vegetarians, his bro's fam i think he said, and how his uncle or someone idk, died at the age of 47 cuz his heart exploded or something. and the docs told them how it was cuz he didn't get enough protein since he was a vegetarian.

THAT SCARED SHIT OUTTA ME XD he told me how he found out they die younger, even though they are healthier and what not.

I was bit shocked, I didn't wanna believe and showed him part of some paragraph on some site i read and how it said vegetarians can get protein like any meat eater yada yada but he said its not true because the meat we eat is what truly gives us that yadayadayada i got bit scared v_v''

and then i stared at meat i had for dinner, and ended up eating cuz i was scared xDDD

im such failure x_x

but yeah....I probably won't be able to keep up.... .___. I feel bad Dx

I hope I can find other ways to somehow help with way animals are treated though ;~; i doubt I can find another way as good as not eating them though...

sigh~

so yeah, I got angry last night after that xD cuz I'm such anger prob child xD

so yeah note to self: do not wear low pants on imvu in front of certain people.

I got really pissed cuz of that x_x well not exactly that xD but, well yeah not gonna write what really got me angry on here.

but yeah anyway >x[ after giving off angry vibe i felt pretty bad, so I just went all "ALEX YOU'RE SO STUPID" at myself while laying in bed staring at msgr on my phone XDDD

but yeah...anywayz

my moms sick D: boooooo

she's acting nice ¬.¬ she's gonna rage at me later this week, I know it.

OH AND scanned two pics...well more like the covers of an old poetry book I had made in 8th grade, it only has one poem in it though, and I forgot all about the drawings I did on front and back, so decided to scan x3

Front:
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Back:
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yuuuup. xD

and I have this demon-ish guy image in my head that I wanna draw, so I'm gonna get to doing that o:

laterz

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

We Humans...Are True Monsters

You MUST watch this

http://veg-tv.info/Earthlings

Joona told me he was watching and he posted on his blog, so I decided to see what was so sad...and my god...I've cried so much while seeing this.

The way we treat animals is just so wrong, its evil.

YOU MUUUUUUST WATCH!!!

Even in the video, if everyone saw, they would become vegetarians, and ya know what, I think me and my dad are going to become vegetarians.

It can be hard at first yeah o_o but would be so much better, not just for animals, but for us as well.

I'm gonna try to learn how to make veggie burgers! :D

I need to learn how to cook anyway so xD

so yeah, WATCHWATCHWATCH

much thanks to joona AGAIN because that really showed me things I couldn't even imagine being done.

Away from this subject, today i woke up feeling the true pain of my breakup I believe xD

my heart was kinda racing, cause I suddenly imagined being with her in rl.

and like ._. i thought to myself, "I'm still in love....I'm in love, but I'm not taken anymore"

I felt sooo weird man xD like my heart raced, and I was tearing up a lot, feeling like I was gonna faint, a lot of weird stuff.

All this while watching Junjou romantica XDDD i think that triggered the feeling of always wanting her beside me soooo badly.

v___v -sigh- typical me, I knew I wasn't over it xD I mean, I acted like I was okay, but I felt empty ya know?

I'm missing her, and I ended the relationship, and I'm STILL wondering if when she does get online, will she care, or just shrug it off?

UUGGGHHH so much thinking XD

hurts poor brain~ Whirling Pictures, Images and Photos

I'll stop for now v.v

REMINDER: WATCH THAT DOCUMENTARY! here's link again -> http://veg-tv.info/Earthlings