Thursday, October 22, 2009

Gas Leak?

GUESS WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY (WEDNESDAY) AT SCHOOL!!?!?!

There was a gas leak xD

We had a fire drill at 7:30 am, then all of a sudden in 2nd period at like 9 or 9:15-ish the fire alarm rang again o.o so I felt something was wrong, cause why would we have 2 fire drills, its only one each time we do it, and a different time each time xD

So on way down to exit building, the students from the other school kept saying that there's a gas leak. I was like O_O OH LORDY

We stood outside for hour and a half, luckily it wasn't cold to point we freeze out there for so long. We saw Con Edison come, and police as well, and everyone was just wondering what the hell was going on XD

when we finally got to go back in, it was lunch time, and then they went around saying that they didn't know what was going to happen just yet, so to just stay in 2nd period classroom. We were hungry though =_= and wanted our lunch time, and we sat in there for a good 3 hours because principals of all school were having meeting as to what to do, and in end they sent us back to class in 6th period -_- dumb fucks i swear, took 3 hours just to continue school day, i wanted to go home.

I was lucky to get my lunch at my locker few minutes before they sent us to our 6th period classes, but a lot of people didn't get to eat anything at all, because they couldn't provide people with lunch. That really pissed me off cause people had huge headaches since they didn't eat, and certain ones were so bad they looked sick. My friend Katelin looked like she suddenly got a seriously bad cold, and said how her head hurt so much.

Our teacher said how the lunches they were supposedly providing us with were supposed to be going around the school, but they sure didn't arrive -_-

OH GAWD xD

i swear wanted to kill the principals yesterday for all that.

(blogger can go fuck itself -_- stupid html shit, now im pissed again xD =.=''' not writing over what i had here, i can live without, and u can too xD)



Guess what, I imagine being with you each day, but the day will come, when I won't have to imagine anymore right?

Monday, October 19, 2009

Sally's song...


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Well, my stupid english teacher says she's gonna post hw on blog, she never did -.-

and when I got home parents got pissed at me cause I came late, since I had stayed in Kathe's room after school for a while. and I was apparently supposed to go to this tutoring place to some teacher friend of my dads today after school, and i didn't know i was supposed to start going THIS week -___-

and dad got upset then started saying how im being sent to live with mom =_= and i told him then i'm living in street. and well yeah. So i did hw at dads job, then started playing dominoes with him and his friends, then him and mom started arguing about what some idiot did with the garbage in the hall of the apartment building and ohhh lordy.

they were yelling nonstop for like a good 30 minutes, I was getting so annoyed. then at end dad told me again to pack my clothes up and go to grandma's cause i'm living with mom, and mom looked at him saying he was being ridiculous, what does their argument have to do with me, and he said no he's tired of being argued with by me and by her.

and then she told me after he went to hall that if he yells to just stay shut, and i might end being with her and yada yada yada

and then i was supposed to go shopping with dad and get all my shit for lunch this week and he told me to stay and i got so fuckin pissed =_= now he's callin me asking me shit about if i want this and that and i keep telling, "i cant tell u if i want it because I AM NOT THERE TO SEE WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT"

forget it man, he seriously just...UGH =_=

and then while i was here some detectives came here out of no where knockin on door to second level of house, and i was like wtf who are you o_O when i saw them.

and i opened door, and this lady with the dude who knocked said hi and said they were detectives and i asked who they were looking for, and they told me name of some chick who doesnt live here, so i told them they got wrong house, and that there is no person of that name here, and then they asked if this was house number 428 and i said yes, then she looked at her paper saying "oh wait its 438...I'm sorry" and they went on with their search.

Now that i think of, i'm wondering what that person is under investigation for xD

could be either:

drugs
alcohol use
abused person
or abusive person

I'm guessing...around here that'd be at top of list.

but yeah -_-''''' I got so damn angry i swear....

and watch him cry to his mommy here! thats when real shits gonna start =_=


oh loorrd...i'll stop here...bye

At School

Bleh..

I'm at school atm, in advisory.

My teacher is absent, apparently seriously ill, funny how my geometry teacher was absent too o.o

I'm bored, and my eyes are so damn watery -_-

Put on blue eyeliner and eye shadow today, and ppl are all like "OMG I LOVE YOUR EYES" and i respond with a "...it doesn't even look good" xD imo it doesn't, but that's what i have on.

I also realized I need to straighten hair again tonight, cuz its like wavy-ish on certain areas on the top.

11:36 am...

I feel tired already, and I had soda for lunch and now its got my stomach feelin weird..

Lunch is at 10:22 am, and it's been a while since I've had soda in the morning, so I guess my stomach is reacting badly xD

Ugh...this comp keyboard is sooo dirty e___e I don't like touching it....

I wish I had some type of windex and a cloth to clean this...dirty crap...

but fun thing is its a mac comp :O one of the first that came out, when it used to be separate from the monitor. Runs pretty nicely even though its so old. I want a mac badly now ._. doesn't even have to be new XD even though new is nice 0.0

only thing is I don't think imvu came out for mac yet! that'd be downside of v.v

Wow I'm writing a lot, it's been a while eh xD

I miss mikee damnit T_T I think might only be able to catch her one day on weekend, cuz of time.

Wish she was neighbor! or like 3 blocks away, maybe even in another borough, would be nice -.- not other side of world...

morning here...night there...

the hours are crazy, and it's hard to catch her after fridays D: cuz its like, next day at her place.

If that makes any sense.

lawl this comp says its 8:40 pm XDD rofl, waaay off time...wonder if i can change that.....o.o......

...

yay :'D got it on time..

surprised I didn't mess it up or anything...xD

WOOOOOOO today i go shopping with dad, yeeeeaaah...got lotsa stuff to buy for home xD

meeeh...o.o i'm gonna try listening to music quietly here...

annd that's it for now i guess xD

laterz everyone~ :3

Saturday, October 17, 2009

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Left after that xD

She actually wants me to believe her -.-'''

as if xD

if ppl work for imvu wouldnt their names be bought already? o_O seriously..

ANYWAYZ yah, i still gots hw to do, and waiting to see if gf gets on, I miss her and want to see pics of her x| if she took any at her school dance xD -hoping she did ~drool~- anywayz~

yeeaaah. short post i know, cba to write anymore xD

later~

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

PSAT

PSAT = Preliminary Scholastic Aptitude Test

I TOOK THAT TODAAAAY

from 9:30 am to 12:05 pm.

And boy, it went fast xD I only finished one section of it.

It's broken down into 5 sections, and whats funny is the 5th one, which was the longest, was one I finished completely -.- all the others I left like the last 5 or so blank cause ran out of time xD

well, this was basically the PRACTICE SAT exam for me.

The SAT basically tests your math and english skills, us high school students take in our junior and senior year (least ms. bryant told us we take it in junior year too o_O) and its for colleges so u can get scholarships and suuuch. For some colleges its required to take, but for others they don't really care much for.

For my high school's college (The one I want to go to, but still gotta broaden my search..) I gotta take the SAT, and get least 520 points in each section. and my GPA (grade point average) atm, has to be an 80 (B)

not so bad xD but I'm like failing 3 classes...was failing 4 0.0 but suddenly my chemistry went up to a D-...

but yeah anyway xD

It went by soooo fast x_x and they say we must start studying NOW for it, its not something u study for overnight and crap.

and that just made me feel stressed out xD cuz whats gonna happen when the day comes, and then suddenly I feel unprepared x_x

OH LORDEH

ah well, dont wanna think of such. but yeah...

I has an essay due friday and GUESS WHAT didn't even start :'D tomorrow night's sure gonna be hell to paaay~

laterz.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Diablo

You look at me with that cherubic face,
hiding the evil within you.
Our altercation finally silenced,
and all we do now is stare.

I used to be your adherent
with everything you did.
But now I truly see the lies.
I could only dissent with your choices.
You seem to enjoy causing pain.

I, next to you,
am a pauper,
while your money is practically coming out your mouth.
All you're good for is trouble,
you're eminent for making angels irate.

I wish I can fabricate a new soul for you.
One out of gold,
maybe that will exorcise the soul you have now.
Black.
Full of poison...
Dripping the blood of your victims.

Your job to pilfer confidence from within me will now be terminated...

Diablo, te voy matar.

Monday, October 12, 2009


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Te amo, te amo
She says to me, I hear the pain in her voice
Then we danced underneath the candelabra she takes the lead
Thats when i saw it in her eyes its over


Then she says te amo then she put her hand around me waist
I told her no,
She cries Te amo i told her im not gonna run away but let me go
My soul is crying, without asking why
I said te amo, wouldnt somebody tell me what she said
Dont it mean I love you
Think it means I love you
Dont it mean I love you

Te amo, te amo, shes scared to breathe
I hold her hand, i got no choice uhh
Pull me out on the beach, danced in the water, i start to leave
Shes begging me and asking why its over


Then she says te amo then she put her hand around me waist
I told her no,
She cries Te amo i told her im not gonna run away, but let me go
My soul is crying, without asking why
I said te amo, wouldnt somebody tell me what she said
Dont it mean I love you
Think it means I love you
Dont it mean I love you
Think it means I love you

Yes we can dance, but you gotta watch your hands.
Watch me all night, I move under the light because I understand that we all need love
And I'm not afraid to feel the love but I don't feel that way, no

Then she says te amo then she put her hand around me waist
I told her no,
She cries Te amo i told her im not gonna run away but let me go
My soul is crying, without asking why
I said te amo, wouldnt somebody tell me what she said
Dont it mean I love you
Think it means I love you
Dont it mean I love you
Dont it mean I love you
Think it means i love you

Saturday, October 10, 2009

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Wednesday, October 7, 2009

I. Miss. You.

Why do I keep longing for you when it's already over?
I still wait for your message, your response.
I await tears, or screams, or begging.

Not silence...
not ignorance...
Will I ever let go?

What are you thinking?
Why haven't you messaged back?
Are you happy that I left you?
Couldn't wait to let me go?
...

Or have I left you with a stab in your heart...
Have I depressed you..
hurt you deeply...to the point you don't even want to respond?...

I want to know...
I don't know why, but I want to know.

So...
Why do I keep longing for you when it's already over?...


Why...?


...I miss you...

Monday, October 5, 2009

Sweat has made me glisten in the light.

And you all stare, asking with your eyes,

Why do you sweat so much?

It's because I got a lot on me, a lot in me,

a lot to confirm, a lot to figure out.

You sweat but look dry, you don't glisten in the light.

Why don't you sweat so much?

It's because you're holding back, what you know is the truth,

and you've lost the troubles, or forgotten they exist.

I glisten..
You don't glisten...

but we...

We are seen.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

FOR JOONA :D

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I hate it.

"I hate it..I hate it..I hate it...when you're not around, when you're gone..."

Joona got me addicted to that song, I hate it by ELLEGARDEN

Reminds me soooo much of my gf.


. . .

I mean EX..

I keep saying gf! Pisses me off.

I keep thinking its not over until she responds. NO ALEX, ITS OVER!

GET
IT
IN
YOUR
HEAD
!
!!!

.___. gooooosh. Rainy days this week got me moody, and I keep feeling like crying a lot lately but I only tear. That's another thing that gets on my nerves.

I even wanted to cry in art class today cause Gia pissed me off saying I'm a cow, was just joke but I got pissed. Not gonna detail whole thing that occurred which got him saying that. But that brought back the teasing of those few years back and well, he's lucky i moved my seat few feet away, I would've hurt him if I didn't control myself.

Like I did to Yan other day -___-

dunno if i talked about it here o_O

some girl from class came into spanish saying round our table it smelled like ass, and I had put perfume before class started because I came from gym and I feel its necessary to do so after wards. Then Yan pointed to me saying "it's this chick" and I looked at him, GLARING

asked "excuse me? but what the hell did you just say?" and he just smiiiiled like idiot, and he knew he was in for it. then he started saying oh you put perfume on and I'm like since when does perfume smell like ass?? i put perfume to smell GOOD not like ass LIKE WTF WENT THROUGH THAT HEAD OF HIS?

I got so pissed, I was practically on top of him speaking into his ear angrily, loud and clear. then I slapped back of his head. Twice. 2nd time was more of a punch...

I can get so violent, when he looked at me saying "that really hurt" and rubbed his head was when I realized shit I just did.

I felt guilty looking at him. then teacher caught us after class before we could even get out of room, and I guessed he saw, but I didn't know he did with all the ppl standing, talking and crap, it was pretty loud in the room at that moment so..

He asked us to explain what had happened, Yan went first, then I went, and he said he never said it was me =_= the fucking liar. BUT I CORRECTED. then teacher basically told me i can't put hands on other, then maybe others shouldn't open their stupid mouth and think first.

and said shouldnt hurt others and Yan was all "OH YOU KNOW ME, I'D NEVER HURT ANYONE" that got me glaring again, and teacher told him that he doesnt know ANY of us so well just yet, so he cant judge anybody. I was so glad teacher said that to him.

now that I remember, I think I only told joona this xD

but anyway yeah

been thinking about mikee a lot, feeling like crying a lot, been really sleepy...a lot.

STRESSED OUT a lot.

and

today

I found out

when checked grades online

I have 3 Fs

3 Fs....


...........................

That pisses me off.

That makes me stressed out even more.

That makes me wish those Fs were As.

and that, is making me pray and hope, that I will get them UP THERE before november comes, once november comes, I'm in trouble.

cuz thats when 1st semester goes bye bye. So don't got much time before first report card.

Please pray for me and hope I do well, and that my lazy ass, and slow, stupid mind, gets those grades up.

I really...seriously...should buy a box of confidence..

Know anyone who's selling?